This Month

So this month has been very busy for me! The first week I was in California just laying out at the beach almost everyday. It was a lot of fun I have to admit hanging out with the family was a lot of fun for a week. We came home on Sunday and the next day I was off to volleyball tryouts in the morning. Well I did ok that day as far as volleyball comes. It was a lot of fun being with all of my volleyball friends again but it did not feel the same with out our seniors from last year they were just so much fun to be around it was weird without them. So Tuesday were the second day of our tryouts and we found out if we made it or not and I did not make it this year and this was about how it went. We don't have space on our team for you this year because so many jr's are coming back from last year(which I knew from the beginning). Allie you did so good and you improved so much from last year. One thing I really wanted you to improve from last year to this year was your talking we could not get you to talk last year, but this year you are talking all the time! I love seeing players improve so much like that and do what I want them to do in my head. You really have done everything we wanted you to do you have been perfect in the ways you got better.
Alright now its me talking again. So I walked out of there way pissed off and mad but in a way that was more like alright its over but I am still mad about it kinda way. I drove the long way home so that I could think about it before I saw my mom and little sister. When I got home I just did not want to talk about it so I told them I was over it and I went to show houses to my aunt with my mom to show that I was "fine". While we were driving around my old club volleyball coach called me because I texted her to tell her about getting cut. She made my day and at that point I was ok with talking about it because it had been a while since it happened and it had kinda sank in a bit. Well that call was really good for me because it kinda got off my chest what I had been holding in because I didn't want to talk to my mom about it. The rest of that week was ok after that tragic day in my life. I worked a lot that week on Thursday I worked the matinee then Friday I worked the night and Saturday I worked a double which was so tiring! We also went up to the school to change my schedule and now I probably have like the hardest schedule ever if I pass all my tests at the end of the year and do well in all my classes then I will have 26 college credits after this year. Man it makes me tired just thinking about all the homework I am going to have this year! Well this is also me saying good bye to my social life this year because I will not be able to handle a social life, basketball, work, and all these classes so the social life was the one thing that had to leave. So that brings me up to this week Monday I worked the night shift so I had some fun there and today I had to babysit my sister all day so it was kinda boring but tomorrow I am taking my sister Rachel to school and then later in the day I am going to go to my old club coaches school and kinda help her with her volleyball tryouts for the jr high it should be a lot of fun to be with her again. Well that has been my life for this month so far just catching everyone up on it! Please comment on this telling me what you thought about my CRAZY life!